dimanche 8 novembre 2009

free yourself...release inner peace...fly high...be the real you


As we grow up, we learn that even the one person that wasn't supposed to ever let us down, probably will. You'll have your heart broken and you'll break others' hearts. You'll fight with your best friend or maybe even fall in love with them, and you'll cry because time is flying by. So take too many pictures, laugh too much, forgive freely, and love like you've never been hurt. Life comes with no guarantees, no time outs, no second chances. you just have to live life to the fullest, tell someone what they mean to you and tell someone off, speak out, dance in the pouring rain, hold someone's hand, comfort a friend, fall asleep watching the sun come up, stay up late, be a flirt, and smile until your face hurts. Don't be afraid to take chances or fall in love and most of all, live in the moment because every second you spend angry or upset is a second of happiness you can never get back.

music is the soul of love...



Good morning, well since yesterday i've been looking passionately for this song, i heard it moths ago but couldn't know it was related to which drama..yesterday morning by chance i've chosen to watch "My Girl" drama, and here it is...i fell in love with the synopsis, the actors and the song....soooo exceptionnal...you may find it a litle annoying first of all but you should really keep watching...you'll never regret it...it's been a while since the last time i cried over a drama but, yesterday my heart kept hurting and my tears were sometimes out of controle, that doesn't mean it's sad or dramatic but just me who's being over sentimental :p well if you have time why not take a look...you may enjoy it ...who knows??? you may never tell when all your expectations are in the right place ;) just like me...enjoy it <3<3<3

vendredi 6 novembre 2009

volcano of emotions....

"Any human being is beautiful by just existing in this world. People’s desire to have their say in everything, to succeed and to be beautiful stems from their deep-rooted disbelief in themselves. They are unable to love themselves the way they are. The underlying reason of the loss of interest in life is the disappointment with people. But even those who get disappointed with other human beings are negligent in loving their own selves."

it's amazing how such few words can touch your soul, i know when i'm vulnerable and i hate it but the truth is: i'm having plenty of troubles recently...things are mixed up and sadness is all i'm feeling casually...i can't bare it anymore...it's such a burden when you're alone all by yourself...being the way i'am is not a choice...even if sometimes i feel it is...my personnality isn't easy to be loved or liked...i may lough or smile all the time not to please others but to feel secure all around this mess...i believed deep down in my heart that sometimes people put up walls, not to keep others out, but to see who cares enough to break them down, i've been waithing so long for someone, anyone who really really cares... but my hopes are fading away and my patience is turnig into solitude...i thought that the ones who accepted me even a while were convinced that i'm wordhy to be known and that good nature still exist but as always..it's me who's being naive and childesh...my teachers : persons i used to respect and like: are becoming my fearest ennemies...criticising me...yelling at me...ignoring me...things that make me feel bad each single day...as if i'm not human, as if i'm useless, as if i'm deaf or blind...each word is knife that make me bleed daily...one failure in one single year and you're classified among losers...judging me so severly without knowing the truth behind that failure...without caring a bit about reasons...i hope they are wise enough to worship GOD every day for the good helth they have...people die and leave this world without a trace before realising theire dreams or fullfilling theire desires...for me: being alive is gift that risk to be lost anytime so i'm not going to spare my time crying over other's cold heart...headache is all i gain...it's really disgusting how kind i'am with such unthankful people...i've written enough for to day..i should end it here before it become worse.

mercredi 4 novembre 2009

Way things should be....

When a GIRL is quiet....millions of things are running in her mind
When a GIRL is not arguing....she is thinking deeply
When a GIRL looks at u with eyes full of questions...she is wondering how long you will be around
When a GIRL answers "i'm fine" after a few seconds...she is not at all fine
When a GIRL stares at you...she is wondering why you are lying
When a GIRL lays on your chest...she is wishing for you to be hers forever
When a GIRL calls you everyday...she is seeking for your attention
When a GIRL sms's u everyday...she wants you to reply at least once
When a GIRL says I love you...she means it
When a GIRL says that she can't live without you...she has made up her mind that you areher future
When a GIRL says "i miss you"...no one in this world can miss you more than that.


Well unfortunately, the truth we're living isn't idyllic at all, words lose their meaning once said more than felt, men haven't any more faith in good nature and true pure feelings...we're all wondering : who's fault is this??? maybe us, maybe them, maybe the way we've chosen to live, maybe the way where circumstances leaded us...in the end there still no answer...no solution...just keeping in laying and laying over and over again...dreaming and hoping for the one that can make it real...
Being wisely conscious of the situation can only make it worse...all i feel is shame pity and disgust...well i think i belong to a minority that refuse scuh play...hopefully my heart still mine and may mind don't mind it ;)

lundi 2 novembre 2009

Imagine....ça ne te coûte rien....

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Je ne trouve pas les mots pour décrire quel effect ces paroles ont sur moi, c'est incroyablement touchant....que de la magie....t'as jamais pensé à fermer les yeux un moment ....comtempler le vide....dans une sorte de paix interne qui jaillit du fond de l'âme....le coeur ébranlé....l'esprit libre....et la conscience tranquille....un moment irremplaçable...ça clarifie les idées, libère du stress quotidien et renouvelle l'enthousiasme.... :)

mercredi 7 octobre 2009

Words Of Gold ....


If you believe within your soul…
Hold on tight and never let it go…
Whatever you believe is meant to be..
It surely is your destiny!
So listen to your heart’s voice…
When you need to make that one choice..
Its only your heart that you can trust…
And in yourself is a must…
And when its time for your dream to come true…
Remember that GOD and angels are helping you…
So don’t give up…though the pace seems slow..
When your Dream will come..you will know..!!


dimanche 4 octobre 2009

I looked up in the mirror and saw ........



I looked up in the mirror and saw a person telling me "your destiny is where your heart takes you...not where the people take you"...it is the person in the mirror due to whom im here.... breathing, seeing and living....yet i never cared what the person in the mirror was....until now.... from now i know that the person in the mirror is non other than the person...who dragged me of path of misery and lost hopes...and threw me onto the path where life was more than just eating, breathing and sleeping.....its here that i realized who i was...where i wanted to go.... and who would help me along the way....its in my quest for glory that i met my lost heart... the doleful story of this bleeding heart turned me away from the path of extravagance.... yet taught me how 2 be extravagant...but now i know where i stand and i look backand see myself wandering in search of my soul...but now that im finally their i can trust my heart and say "i've suffered...i know what its like to be there... but i shall help you for i know the pain that i went through for achieving my currentposition and it is too hard to bear but i shall go through all this again for you if you will be loyal to me for i have spent my life serving people that they betrayed me...i can not take it anymore....."

mercredi 30 septembre 2009

if you ask me...i'll definitely say "not to be missed :)"


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i loved this song before knowing the words, the rythm took me away...knowing the drama made me feel secure hearing this and now after finding this video with translation, i become sure that when the heart decide to love the mind just let go.....it's just overwhelming...at first i wanted to share it with people special to me but now i feel so happy to give it away...it's just worthy to be heard :) have fun

lundi 31 août 2009

ça ne me fait que des frissons ...

Korean drama - full house - Lyn - Geu Deh Ji Geum.mp3
geudae jeeguhm nehgahsoom-eh doohluhwah sahrang-uhl mal hago eejyo
Come now inside my heart, You're telling me about love

kkoom-ee ahneegee-ruhl nah-neun gee-doh-haebwah-yo
I pray that this isn't a dream

neh maum-ee jjakoo geudaerahn sarahm noh-jee-malrago hahneh-yo
My heart keeps telling me that i shouldn't let go of you

yohkshi-meul neh-rah-myuh bah-boh-kahteun mahl-eul hahneh-yo
and that i should be greedy.. it's saying stuff that's stupid

ooh-yun-hee dahgah-ohn geudae sahrang-ee whenjee nah-suhl-jee ahnhah-jyo
Your love that came accidently.. it wasn't strange at all

hajeemahn yahksohk-dwen inn-yun-ee gee-eh sahrahng-ee dehl joohl mohl-raht-jyo
But I didn't know that our promised relationship/fate/destiny would become love..

johkoom hoo-myun geudae boh-neh-yah hahl-tendeh geuruhl jahshinee uhp-jyo.
Sometime later, I have to send you away.. but I don't have the confidence to do that

nah hoh-llo ee-don't geu-jahree-ruhl chajah ee-jeh doh-ah gahl poon-indae
You found the place that I was alone at.. Now you're gonna go back

dang-yun-han ill-in-dae wheh mahm-ee ah-poo-jyo
I knew it was going to happen, but why does my heart hurt

geu-dae wuhn-ha-dtun sahrang-eul cha-ja eejae dohlahkal bboon-in-deh
Now you're gonna go back to your place because you found the love you wanted

haengbok-han geudae-ruhl oosoo-myuh boh-neh-yah hahl-ten-dae
I have to send you, a happy/bliss person, away with a smile

neh noon-eul boh-myuh sarang-eul mahl-hah-jyo soo-chyuh-gahn sahrang-ee-jee-mahn
You tell me about Love while lookin into my eyes, but it's a lightly passing by (small/grazing) love

ee soon-gan nah-neun nuh-moo haengbok-hae-yo mahchi koom-eul koon gutd-chuhrum
I'm so happy right now, it's like i'm dreaming a dream

ee-jaeh-yah ahlrahsuhyo chuhoom-bootuh oo-rihn sahrang-hae-suh-dahneun guhl
Now you know that from the beginning we were in love

nah hoh-llo ee-don't geu-jahree-ruhl chahjah ee-jeh dohl-ah-gal bboon-een deh
You found the place that I was alone at.. Now you're gonna go back

dangyun-hahn ill-iin deh whe mahm-ee ah-poo-jyo
I knew it was going to happen, but why does my heart hurt

geudae wuhn-hah-dtun sahrang-eul chaja ee-jae dohrah gal bbon-eendeh
Now you're gonna go back to your place because you found the love you wanted

haengbok-han geudae-reul ooh-soo-myuh bohnehyah haltendae.
I need to send you, a happy/bliss person, away with a smile

Neh-geh sarang-eul joomyun ahndeh-na-yo, geu-dae jungmal ahndae-nayo.
Can't you give me your love, Can you really not/Is it Impossible?

ee-jeh-nun geudae-reul ee-toh-rohk sarahng-ha-neun-deh
But now I love you so much...

dimanche 23 août 2009

Bollywood.....





Well i've decided to share my favorite movies from bollywood with you :)...you might have a wrong idea about bollywood and think that all movies are the same: love, dance, sing, and show braveness and courage...well it's really more than that...each one from the list below has in one way or another surprised me...so I recommend these four as a begining....dont waste your time...the list is sorted in ascending order....the best is in the end...make your choice :)

mercredi 12 août 2009

The inner voice...


Sometimes when all doors suddenly close up and what you spent days and nights building is ruined just like that without reasons… without warnings….life become meaningless…and hope fade away….you wonder…all I wanted was simple to have …I used to have it….so why this time ??… Why now?? Why me?? Success isn’t that hard to get especially when you work for it and you do your best to achieve it….but now…this year…all things went wrong from the beginning …illness after illness…I couldn’t have normal rhythm of life…I couldn’t study as usual but I was at the end ready to sacrifice time and effort to do what I have to do….it didn’t work at first but after a while I enjoyed what I was doing so I gave my all to achieve my goals. I ‘m not spoiled girl and far from being dependent on others ….I loved what I’ve studied…I enjoyed the majority of subjects but when destiny knocks on your door and future leaves you a while….it’s like a tornado that brings things up side down and ravage all your dreams….crying can’t fix anything….loneliness can only make it worse and sadness doesn’t seems to end….I’ve been escaping too long….it’s becoming too hard for me ….maybe this experience will make me a better person…a more qualified engineer in the soon future…maybe god is hiding better surprises for me…maybe it’s not an end but a beginning for something new…I need to believe in this and have faith in God …..I need to be strong from the inside and carry happiness in my heart so I can move on….faith is the zest of life and life without obstacles isn’t worthy to be lived so I’ve taken enough time to meditate and think....and decisions are taken…I hope for determination and patience and strong faith that abolishes all darkness in my path. Now I’m convinced that predicting the future harm the present and take away mystery and hope…so let’s live for today and let tomorrow take its time to come ….



mardi 11 août 2009

A moment of reflexion...

Thought For The Day
The Zero Vacation
By Byron Pulsifer, © 2009

Odd as it may seem, thousands of people have found solutions to problems or have been able to see their way through difficult choices at the strangest times. You may think that the best solutions to challenges or issues come from spending consistent and dedicated time focused on the issue or challenge in order to find the answer but you may be surprised.

Countless resolutions, to what may have seemed an insurmountable problem, haven't been born through intense brainpower. Take, for example, the person who says that their best thoughts come when they are out walking their dog in the park, or during a long and leisurely shower, or when taking a drive through the countryside. So, why is this?

For those of you who have a burning issue where the solution or tactic eludes you, or when you have been working on a task that just seems to have gotten the better of you and you can't make headway, take a mini zero vacation. A what, you ask?

In simple terms, it is sometimes better to let your mind go to zero where you are not consciously trying to arrive at an answer or solution. In order to take this mini zero vacation, you probably will best be doing something totally different from whatever it is you are attempting to overcome or resolve. Take yourself away from your normal surroundings and engage in an activity that, at least on the conscious level, involves your mind in something pleasurable, different, unusual, or physically challenging. It is when your conscious mind is involved in a different or rewarding activity that allows your subconscious mind to work on whatever it is that is giving you a particularly difficult time.

Going to zero doesn't have to mean going on a long vacation to some remote island or exotic getaway either. Going to zero can be as close as a nearby wind swept beach, or tranquil lake where you can put a line in or go for a canoe ride, or simply skip stones across the water. An activity can be physically engaging like tennis, roller blading, swimming or jogging.

The point is this: give yourself permission to let your mind go to zero where it concerns whatever task, issue, or challenge you face and are struggling with. You may just find what you have been searching for.

vendredi 3 juillet 2009

Go on, go ahead and scream it Just say it....


One Republic - Say [All I Need]
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"Say (All I Need)"

Do you know where your heart is?
Do you think you can find it?
Or did you trade it for something
Somewhere better just to have it?
Do you know where your love is?
Do you think that you lost it?
You felt it so strong, but
Nothing's turned out how you wanted

Well, bless my soul
You're a lonely soul
Cause you won't let go
Of anything you hold

Well, all I need
Is the air I breathe
And a place to rest
My head

Do you know what your fate is?
And are you trying to shake it?
You're doing your best and
Your best look
You're praying that you make it

Well, bless my soul
You're a lonely soul
Cause you won't let go
Of anything you hold

Well, all I need
Is the air I breathe
And a place to rest
My head

I said I all I need
Is the air I breathe
And a place to rest
My head

Do you think you can find it?
Do you think you can find it?
Do you think you can find it?
Better than you had it
Do you think you can find it?
Do you think you can find it?
Do you think you can find it?
Yeah, better than you had it (Better than you had it)

I said I all I need
Is the air I breathe
And a place to rest
My head

I said I all I need
Is the air I breathe
And a place to rest
My head

Whenever the end is
Do you think you can see it?
Well, until you get there
Go on, go ahead and scream it
Just say it

dimanche 21 juin 2009

I just wanna love you ....

Bethany Joy Lenz - Halo


Found at bee mp3 search engine




samedi 20 juin 2009

One of my TOP 5 Korean Drama ever....


Tree Of Heaven

Well to be honest...i haven't seen the movie yet just some videos till my download ends...but words can't truly describe how emotional i become each time i watch a video.....the story is clearly soooo romantic....fragile and sensitive heart will certainly be touched...i found this video and can't forget the end of it ....'sacrificing' to not say 'donating' your heart for the one you love is the ultimate signe of heavenly true love...


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well here is a link for photo gallery ..... enjoy :)
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mardi 19 mai 2009

I've been looking for this song so far ago......

Gabrielle : Out Of Reach Lyrics

Songwriters: Bobb, Louisa; Shorten, Jonathan N;
Out Of Reach lyrics

Knew the signs
Wasn't right
I was stupid for a while
Swept away by you
And now I feel like a fool
So confused,
My heart's bruised
Was I ever loved by you?

Out of reach, so far
I never had your heart
Out of reach,
Couldn't see
We were never
Meant to be

Catch myself
From despair
I could drown
If I stay here
Keeping busy everyday
I know I will be OK

But I was
So confused,
My heart's bruised
Was I ever loved by you?

Out of reach, so far
I never had your heart
Out of reach,
Couldn't see
We were never
Meant to be

So much hurt,
So much pain
Takes a while
To regain
What is lost inside
And I hope that in time,
You'll be out of my mind
And I'll be over you

But now I'm
So confused,
My heart's bruised
Was I ever loved by you?

Out of reach,
So far
I never had your heart
Out of reach,
Couldn't see
We were never
Meant to be

Out of reach,
So far
You never gave your heart
In my reach, I can see
There's a life out there
For me

dimanche 10 mai 2009

the will to sacrifice......

dimanche 19 avril 2009

Une dédicace spéciale.....



Parfois un bref moment de purité suffit pour déclencher un amour submergeant.Comme un regard...ça nous rond fort mais ça nous ruine implicitement, ça nous comble de satisfaction mais ça nous fait souffrir en parallèle.

dimanche 12 avril 2009

The right path isn't always easy as expected....


[The void] It's that place in our lives where what we've been hanging onto . . . clinging to for dear life . . . is stripped away. It's that place in us where we let go of what we know, what we think we know, and what we want and surrender to the unknown. It is the place of saying and meaning, 'I don't know.' It means standing there with our hands empty for a while, sometimes watching everything we wanted disappear; our self image, our definition of who we thought we should be, the clones we've created of ourselves, the people we thought we had to have, the things we thought were so important to collect and surround ourselves with, the job we were certain was ours, the place we thought we'd live in all our lives. . . Surrender control to the supreme wisdom and authority of God and to the Divine in your soul. Step into the void with courage. Learn to say, I don't know. That's not blind faith. It's pure faith that will allow God and your spirit to lead you wherever your soul wants and needs to go.
Melody Beattie, "Finding Your Way Home"

jeudi 9 avril 2009

Un coup de pousse pour nous tous :)

Merci pour le cadeau...j'ai adoré la chanson

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vendredi 27 mars 2009

I think so too...


"Pain (any pain--emotional, physical, mental) has a message.
The information it has about our life can be remarkably
specific, but it usually falls into one of two categories: We
would be more alive if we did more of this and Life would be
more lovely if we did less of that. Once we get the pain's
message, and follow its advice, the pain goes away."

-- Peter McWilliams--